Logging Off

Tonight,

my tears

will blanket

the sky,

my sorrow

will darken


the corners of heaven


and my longing

will echo


across the moonless night.

Tonight I will depart
from this existence

and like meteors

our memories

will leave a trail

of bittersweet  moments.

I will be missing you

and I know


I always will.

For in the darkness
of oblivion,

your smile was


my Polaris.


My star whose light

was brighter

than anything else.

My comfort.

My sanctuary.

My Eden.


And as  my tears


blanket

the sky


tonight,


I will brave

my greatest fear.

That before the strike
of sunlight's rays,

I will not lose my star

to my fear of loving her.


I will confess my feelings.

No matter what happens.

No matter what it takes.


I am in love with you.


And I know



I always will be.